Why do I do this to myself? From an early age my dad always taught me to keep up with all maintenance needs but time and time again I fail to follow through with that lesson.
- This past week has been no different.
I should have had an HVAC technician come out and do their routine heating and cooling maintenance but I got busy. That’s slightly a lie, I could’ve made time to have an HVAC tech to come out and look at my HVAC system but I never liked to be stuck to a scheduled appointment. It’s awful, I know. That’s probably why I haven’t seen a doctor or dentist in like 5 or so years. I can’t do it. Sometimes I want to see a movie. When I show up at the theater there is a difference between watching a movie in 30 minutes for the one movie I want to see or one that I’m not quite interested in but I’ll watch it because I don’t want to wait. Yeah, that sounds awful, my anxiety tells me to just get in and try to enjoy the film that is on screen. When I finish that film, if the one I wanted to see is about to start then I’ll watch it. Regardless, now I’m dealing with an HVAC system that isn’t working. I don’t really want to spend the money on someone to fix whatever is going on but now I have no choice, especially because winter is coming. I’m just going to have to suck it up and schedule an appointment.